I Must Betray You

The protagonist and narrator faces hardships and challenges likely unfamiliar to the novel’s readers. His dedication to his friends and family indicates he is mature, thoughtful, and selfless. His love and appreciation for his grandfather are unmistakable. He repeatedly puts others’ needs over his own. Loyalty, honesty, and integrity are important to him, and, as a result, Cristian is plagued by guilt over agreeing to spy. In many respects, he is a typical teenager, interested in soccer and in obtaining the attention of his crush. Yet, the oppressive environment in which he lives dictates every decision. He often feels discouraged, but he is bolstered by the support of his grandfather and, in some parts of the novel, Liliana and Cici. His journal provides a means by which to sort through his complicated feelings. However, its existence puts Cristian in danger as it voices his disdain for the Romanian government. Cristian thinks before acting and is careful to avoid surveillance. He is curious about the world beyond Romania, not having access to it because of the regime’s control. American culture and Western culture in general intrigue him, and he frequently wonders whether the truth about the conditions in Romania is known to the outside world.